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I want to go somewhere else..

Written at Monday, June 6, 2011 | back to top

Hugged my niu niu to sleep these days. He's been a great companion. Although he's a part of our memories, he's the only one who can give me accompany now. Love patting and hugging him while crying to sleep! ♥ :')

This noon, my mum finally asked me about it. :( I restrain myself not to cry but tears automatically dropped when my mum turned away to grab her stuffs (because we're in the kitchen) :'( sigh.

He talked to me on msn. He's sorry for the air ticket. (I'm going to Melbourne in 22nd and I booked on the 22nd because he's birthday is on 21st). Last time, I asked him to pick me up at airport when I get back and now he said to ring him if I couldn't find anyone else to pick me. :s I told him that I don't want to bother him. But the truth is I'm not sure if I can handle that. :( sigh.

I can't believe that I was thinking of what to buy and what should I do for his birthday on the previous night we broke up and now everything just disappeared.

I know I need to pull myself together and move on, live my life without him. But it's just hard.

I want to go somewhere else.
God, please heal my broken heart.

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gяâ¢ê ♥

Jan 30, 1992
Perth, Australia
from Malaysia
Christian
a nursing student
loves beauty and fashion
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