 Animals are cute!Written at Wednesday, June 29, 2011 | back to top We went to a couple of places today! First, we went to Umpherston Sinkhole. It is like a big hole which we walked down and it is full of rocks and flowers. :) We then went to Engelbrecht cave. We had a tour down the two caves. The tourguide was very friendly and the caves were amazing. :) After that we went to Mount Schank. We didn't actually reach the top of the mountain but we drove around it. On the way we saw many cows, sheeps and horses! We actually stopped along the road to take pictures especially with the brown horse! He/she was so cute!! We took pictures and also feed him/her grass lol! We then went to Port Macdonnel and bought our lunch there at a store called Parade. Because of my lips and throat I decided to buy a chicken Yiro which was a kebab. It was delicious!! My sis got fish burger and it was huge and so delicious!!! :D We went back to our caravan cabin to charge the camera and rest. After that we went to Aberfoyle Gardens. We went there in a wrong season coz the flowers are falling in the winter. So we only did visit the animals there like ducks, chickens, cows and sheeps. The cows were like SUPER HUGE!! and they were like looking at us fiercely LOL. There's a 2 year old cow which was already so big! Her mother actually died :( and finally the DUCKS are super funny! We were like walking towards then they were escaping from us and they walked as a group! So it's like a bunch of ducks running away. Christina made them split. Naww! Poor ducks! In the end those ducks were so afraid of her lol! And then we went to Piccaninnie Pond and beach. The water in the pond is so clear and deep! The beach was pretty. :) on the way back we saw kangaroos beside the road lol. After we went to Lady Nelson Centre but it was closed already :/ We then had dinner at Sorento's and headed to Coles to buy breakfast and desserts. We had strawberries dipping in chocolates sauce back in the cabin :) 
Hello Mount Gambier, South AustraliaWritten at Tuesday, June 28, 2011 | back to top So we had around 7hrs drive to Mount Gambier which is in South Australia as we stopped sometimes on the way lol. Mount Gambier is not what I expected. It's more of a countryside place lol! We actually reached here at around 4pm. We're going to live in caravan! How excited is that?! It's my first time too. The place is small but still acceptable lol. We then started out tour around lakes which are Blue Lake, Valley Lake and Brownes Lake. The view was pretty! We then had our dinner at The Barn Steakhouse. It is a fine dining restaurant which mainly serve steaks. :) it's kinda expensive but the food is nice so yeah.. Lol! And I had Corona beer again! I have this burning lips and throat! I think is because of the dinner last night -_- and I need beer to 下火 LOL!! We also had 2 dishes of dessert which are lime cheesecake and meringues with berries. After that we went nightviewing of Mount Gambier. It is beautiful :) Hope I can recover from this sore throat and burning lips ASAP so I can enjoy the rest of my holidays here! :) ♥ I'm writing my blog using my iPhone coz I didn't bring my lappy. So photos will be uploaded after I got back to Melbourne :) I just found out that he unfollowed my twitter.. :( my heart feel so painful.. Sigh. Are we strangers now? :'(
EAT. SHOP. MEET PEOPLE.Written at Monday, June 27, 2011 | back to top Today I went for a haircut at Renaissance Saloon. A Japanese hair stylist helped me trim my hair. I feel a lot more light now! Lol. I went out for brunch with my brother to Big Mama Restaurant. I ordered for dolsot bibimbap and brother ordered for unagi don. :) We then went shopping at Melbourne Central and China Town. Oh gosh I've found so many things I want from China Town but they are so expensive!! :( On the way home, we bought bubble tea. Mine was grape tea with grape jelly. Hm honestly, I don't like it neither did my brother. :/ lol. At night, I've joined my sister with her friends for dinner. They were Phillip and Ben. We went to Brothers BBQ Restaurant. They were funny people. I laughed all night. :)    I will be heading to Mount Gambier tomorrow with my sister and 4 more people :) Wooga Wooga! ♥Written at Sunday, June 26, 2011 | back to top Today me and my sis went out for lunch again at Melbourne Central, a restaurant called Pacific BBQ Cafe. I ordered for mixed roast with BBQ sweet pork and roast duck! :D YUM! After lunch, we went shopping for my sis's shoes again. She finally bought one and I'm happy for her :) After that we head to church because my sis had to attend choir practice. I decided to go South Wharf to shop on my own. :) I bought a purplish blue cardigan and a very comfortable pants! I walked back to the church to prepare for worship. This is my first time attending a night worship. :) After church, I went for dinner with sis, bro, Matthew, Louis and Jeniffer at a Korean BBQ restaurant called Wooga. I love love love Korean cuisine! :D The place were so full so we had to wait for the table. The food was amazing! There were some I've never tried before too! We then went for dessert at Il Dolce Freddo. Me and my sis shared a combo of green tea, mango and roche ice-cream! Definitely YUM! ♥ Had a great day! I will be going for a haircut tomorrow at a Japanese salon! I'm so excited!!! :D    沐恩堂 :)Written at Saturday, June 25, 2011 | back to top Today I went out for lunch with sis and bro. We taken away a sushi burger just to have a try because I never have them! :D After that we had lunch at Kenzan. I ordered for Niku Udon. :) After lunch, me and sis went shopping. First we went to Tiffany & Co. OH MY GOODNESS! I love Tiffany & Co! They are so pretty!!! But no $$ to buy :( Lol. Have to save money first!! We shopped at DFO South Wharf after that. My sis was looking for shoes but cannot find the one she wanted. I bought a jeans at Dotti! :D I went to the youth group fellowship which my sis and bro went. The church is a very old building. The program tonight was celebrating everyone's birthday. We had dinner and games together too. :) The people were quite funny. Lol.    First day in Melbourne :)Written at Friday, June 24, 2011 | back to top Just got home! I'm so tired! D: So today I flew alone to Melbourne. It was super boring to fly alone! And guess what, some guys who sat in front of me were reading pornographic magazines! -___- I met my sister and her friend, Patrick. We went to buy some groceries preparing for tomorrow's youth group. :) After then, I arrived at place where my sister and bro live. We went out for dinner with Matthew at a restaurant called Tom Phat. We found it online and we decided to try it out. We were so surprised when we went in because we thought it is Vietnamese cuisine but there's no Asian at all o.o LOL and surprisingly there's a mix of Vietnamese, Chinese, Malaysian food. After dinner, we went to Max Brenner Chocolate Bar for dessert! :D OMGOSH CHOCOLATES EVERYWHEREEE! :D ♥ ♥ ♥ We ordered for Tutti Frutti waffles and I ordered a Cookieshake! Love themmmm! Chocolate is the best!! We then went to Crown Casino and Entertainment Complex. My sister said that it is the biggest casino in Australia! :) We didn't went in the casino but walked around the branded stores. The building is sooo prettyy! :D My brother brought me out to watch the "fire". There's few posts which would lid on fire in every hour. It seriously scared me out during the third time. The fire was soo huge! It was kinda cool though. :)     Rest in peace my dear uncleWritten at | back to top Today I received a text from my dad. My uncle from my hometown just passed away. :'( He's someone I dear and respect. I won't be seeing him anymore when I get back. My heart is so painful. I miss him so much! May God comfort his family members and give them strength to move on. Rest in peace Tai gu chong. :'( You will always be in our hearts! ♥ I will be leaving Perth in few more hours! I hope I could wake up in time! Goodnight. Day of the dead.Written at Wednesday, June 22, 2011 | back to top Today I woke up by Ling saying she's on the way to my house. After we hung up, Ivy from my hometown FaceTime-d me and she's baking bread with Wendy :( I ALSO WANT! After that, my dad called. -_- So many phone calls today! Ling and Long came and we watched Megamind while eating brunch. After that we went to Livingston to grab beers and nuts :x I also bought 2 normal long sleeves shirt preparing for cold weather in Melbourne for only 15 bucks! WHAT A BARGAIN! :x We drove to Utopia, Myaree to get bubble tea and we sang karaoke for one hour. LOL The time pass pretty quickly! One hour is not enough! D: We went for dinner at Ipoh Garden which is beside Utopia and came back home for another movie along with beer and nuts! We've watched "Day of the dead" which was pretty GROSS and SCARY! I have no idea how many times I screamed. o.o Lol After the movie we watched a comedy, Mean Girls 2. Three movies, karaoke, beer, nice dinner and shopping in a day! :D ♥ and now I have rashes all over my legs after ONLY ONE BOTTLE! -__-   Terrible dayWritten at Tuesday, June 21, 2011 | back to top Today is my most terrible day ever this year! :( Woke up by my mum saying that flight might be cancelled. Stayed with the computer to check the details the whole day. No mood for the whole day. They said that they will update at 2pm, in the end waited for 1hr! Finally they mentioned the flights which are cancelled are from Adelaide, Sydney, Melbourne and Brisbane. They didn't mention Perth at all! I was so relief that time! But then when I arrived at the airport, the board shows that my flight has been cancelled!! ZZZ :( I've booked another on Friday. Hope it won't be cancelled. Today is also his birthday. He heard about the flight issues then he talked to me on twitter and msn. He asked so many like he cares. In the end I asked why did he cares and he replied that HE FEEL BAD. ... He said it's like he's the one who cause these things (I changed flight because of him) So, that means he asked so much was not because he cares but he just felt bad. It really break my heart. It's always about himself. He doesn't care anyone else. I missed him so much and yet this is his answer. Kill me please. X-men dayWritten at Monday, June 20, 2011 | back to top I actually thought I am going to fly tonight but it's actually tomorrow night! -_- I stayed at home watching X-men 1,2 and 3! LOL. Ling and Long came to find me this afternoon. We went out for dinner together too at Nishi. Sigh! A place which reminds me of him AGAIN! But i have a great time with them.. :) I started packing and I think I've packed too much clothes in! Gonna take some out tomorrow :p  Heart pain.Written at | back to top Yesterday I went to city for shopping with Sharon before work! :) Sheesh! I couldn't wear my new shoes because I have to work after! :( We went to Took Bae Kee 2 for our brunch! Sharon bought 2 shoes, one boots and one house-shoes. I didn't buy anything so good news or bad news? :p   Today after church me and Yi Min stayed at church to do the notice board for our youth group. After that, we went to Michael's house to help him with the preparation for tonight's BBQ. We actually waited for so long for the fire to be lit. We ended up baking some of the chicken wings with the oven and cook some beef and lamb. -.- Jing Yuan taught us a funny game called "dit dit dit dit!" -_- Really LAUGH DIE ME! -_- and we played "killer" too :)  Before we all went to Michael's house, we dropped by Yi Min house to grab some stuffs. I was so scared because they are cousins and they live together. I already felt hard to breath on the way. My heart was pumping really fast. I scared if I meet him I will cry. :( In the end, we arrived and he just got home! I saw him passing by the car. I missed him so much but when I got to see him, my heart was in pain. Tears dropped then. :'( I was like wiping them off because there were people in the car -_- and now he just msn-ed me. He said he read my tweets and he didn't know I was in the car. He said "please stop being like that. I don't want you to get stuck like this." Sigh. Why do you read my tweets seriously?!!! :( You make me more and more confusing! I miss you very badly.Written at Saturday, June 18, 2011 | back to top I miss you very very badly.. I feel like my heart is tearing apart. Please tell me what to do. How can I stop thinking about you? Please.. :'( I have enough!Written at Friday, June 17, 2011 | back to top the clock strikes 12am again! I should really change the time to 1 day earlier -_- Taobao stuffs arrived yesterday morning! :) I was so excited! I actually skipped brush teeth and wash face routine until I finished checking my stuffs. Overall I love them. :) Today I accompanied my parents to immigration centre. I wore my new heels! love them! :) We waited for 2 hours there! SO SO SLOWWW!!! :( This evening went to Yuki for dinner with Steph and Janice. That place is also a place which reminds me a lot of him. I kept thinking of him. Sigh. Then we went Carousel for a movie which was X-men first class! It was pretty good :)  He tweeted me. I asked if he was worried about me and he said he just wanted to know how I'm doing as a friend. Really? Is that so? I know we can be friends after we broke up but not now please. It's not like I put down you already so don't give me hope! He also asked me not to worry too much. Sigh it's easy for you to say that! Talked to an old friend. I actually had a crush on him for twice and was hurt twice. I can't believe I still can be friends with him. It's been so many years and yet we didn't mentioned about the incidents till just now. Thinking back, I'm really stupid. He asked me to trust him. I just can't make myself to do it completely. He's a good friend I know that. But after all these crap, I know I only can trust him until a certain stage but not completely. :( I don't want to be hurt anymore. Were you lying?Written at Wednesday, June 15, 2011 | back to top It's midnight again. It seems like I can't make myself to blog before 12am -_- lol anyways, Today I went to city with Steph, her friend Sarah and Sarah's bf. We're like walking in the rain. :/ Hope we don't get sick! We went to get bubble tea from Hi-tea before lunch. The bubble tea of the day is ---- White Peach Milk Tea :) ♥. Lunch at Tea-Cafe aka 茶餐厅 which kinda brings back memories. I bought a new pair of wedges!!! Seriously I LOVE WEDGES SHOES! :D ♥ and I bought them for only $40!! :D I'm still craving for boots because it's getting colder and colder plus I'm heading to Melbourne soon. Gosh! I hope the weather doesn't kill me D: And yes, me and Steph talked about him. She said that "Do you think he told you all that because he wanted it to be easier for you to let go?" Hm.. I don't know. :( Was he lying?  Mapling AGAINWritten at Monday, June 13, 2011 | back to top He told me that he feel much more relaxed now. What does he expect me to answer that? :( Heart pain. My friend asked me to join her mapling -_- LOL yeah and I did. I was like logged into my previous accounts and I found many things changed! I actually gained an interest in their new jobs as "Resistance". And yeah, I created a new character and started playing again -__- I'm thinking to keep myself busy to forget all those crap! He's happy now then why am I still sad here and there. I know I still love him and miss him. I just need time! Why do you bother to know about my life?Written at Sunday, June 12, 2011 | back to top It is 12:42am and I'm still up. Just finished 花花世界花家姐 Episode 18. I was working today and I actually met a course mate lol. I didn't recognized him but he just came to me after he ordered for his drink and was like "are you from Curtin?" lol. He's actually a classmate. Me and my friends aka group members did a seminar workbook and it was exchanged with the guy for marking. Seriously, till now I still don't know his name -___- Today was quite tiring. Maybe because I didn't sleep much due to insomnia last night. I was thinking of him again. :'( Anyway, After work, as usual I walked back to train station and call my dad. I called my dad, my mum and my home, and not one of them went through!! I actually called few times for them and sent texts to my dad.. When I was in the train, my phone went dead! D: It just went blank and I tried to turn on but it was not working. I was waiting at train station and didn't know what to do. Phone dead, no idea if should wait for my dad or catch a bus. I felt like I'm going to cry cause I'm not in mood and it's getting dark. :( Then many things went into my head and tears started dropping. I prayed to God, asked Him to protect me and help me. I was just finished my prayer and my phone came back to life again :O Lol thank you my Lord :) ♥ Then I contacted my dad and knew how should I get home -___- Just now I went to my relative's house warming. I had the time to talk to my friend who is also his cousin (they live together). Finally I can talk normally with them. Last time I was scared that we would not be like what we used to be. We talked about him too and I realized that he is sick now. :( Sigh, I'm worried. As for him, I have no idea why is he still bother to read my tweets. He created a Twitter account because of me last time. Till now, he's still reading my tweets and replied sometimes. I don't know what that means. :( Why do you bother to know about my life? Nothing much.Written at Friday, June 10, 2011 | back to top Last night I actually slept at 3:30am. -___- Played with "We Doodle" with my friends all night! We're seriously addicted lol. Nothing much today. I was watching a Hong Kong drama 花花世界花家姐 for the whole day. Well I woke up at almost 1pm -_- Sigh I don't like my life now. I have to keep myself busy to stop thinking of him. If I stop I'll definitely miss him again. :( Anyway, since my exams are over. Have to get the youth group's notice board done ASAP cause I'm heading to Melb in 1 week plus time. My face is seriously in bad condition since we brokeup. Geez. I have to pamper myself sometimes. I'm so excited to get my parcel which are stuffs I bought online! :) Hope can get it real soon! Arirang Korean BBQWritten at Thursday, June 9, 2011 | back to top Me and my friends actually went to uni earlier to have lunch together. We were chatting and eating all the time until the exam. Lol no one cares about the exam :x The exam was fine I guess. Seriously didn't know what to write for part 2 short answers. Hope I can pass. lol Sharon finally signed the white iPhone 4 plan! lol soo nice! I want white one too :( We went to Arirang Korean BBQ for our dinner. We ordered 3 BBQs, pancake and bibimbap. Sounds not enough for 5 of us but we actually were so full. I ordered a Corona beer. Just feeling like having a beer after all these crap :(  The food of the night  Does my face look red to you? :/ We also went for a walk and to Hi-tea to grab a drink. Lol and guess what! 5 of us are using iphone4! We were playing the "We Doodle" game and we laughed so hard. Today was fun. But still everything happened actually reminded me of him. :( He replied my tweet about Arirang food. Why did he tell me what did he ate for dinner? I don't understand. :( What's that for? Sigh. Exam is tomorrowWritten at Wednesday, June 8, 2011 | back to top Exam is tomorrow. Seriously I'm like 70% give up already. :( No mood to study. I was not studying I was LOOKING! My heart was not there at all. zzz Exam starts tomorrow and ends tomorrow because I only have one exam. :x Planning on going to Curtin's Tavern to have a drink. I'm craving for a beer. :( This morning my mum mentioned about him. It's like a cut inside my heart. I ignored her and walked back to my room and :'(. sigh Why do you have to put the situation like that? It seems like his life is better without me. Not gonna write much about this. I'm tired. Night. Fingers crossed for tomorrow. I miss my sleeping beauty.Written at | back to top There's a friend who just found out about my relationship status. She asked me if I want her to come over because she didn't want me to be alone. thanks! :') I RSVP-ed a friend's birthday party. Not going to attend. I guess I'm not ready to party and meet strangers yet. :( He talked to me on msn again.. He asked me how's my study going and the flight ticket. "..." What makes him still cares? I'm so confused and messy! :'( Looking at msn. He's PM is saying "smooth." What does that mean? He's happy with his life now? Hmm.. Why do I still care? Sigh. I kept thinking of why isn't he in bed by this time because he told me he needs rest. And i know he's waking up at 6 tomorrow. I miss him again I miss his hugs I miss his warmth I miss him calling me zhu or sha gua I miss him sleeping like a pig I miss kissing him to wake him up I miss my sleeping beauty I'm pathetic. I want to go somewhere else..Written at Monday, June 6, 2011 | back to top Hugged my niu niu to sleep these days. He's been a great companion. Although he's a part of our memories, he's the only one who can give me accompany now. Love patting and hugging him while crying to sleep! I can't be by ur side but I can help you achieve it by leaving you ♥Written at | back to top Today is the first day after we broke up and it's SUNDAY. So it was hard for me because I have to go to church and I didn't want people to ask this and that or showing people my "dead" face. I was sitting beside a sister and at first I was not happy because she was like "Are you ok?" hmm.. I hate people asking that because obviously I'm not alright. I'm seriously saying myself because sometimes I asked that too :( When the pastor was leading us to sing a song before the sermon. The song touched my heart and I cried non-stop! It says "Does Jesus care when my heart is pained. Too deeply for mirth and song; As the burdens press, and the cares distress, And the way grows weary and long? Oh yes, He cares. I know He cares! His heart is touched with my grief When the days are weary, the long nights dreary, I know my Savior cares." I was so embarrassed but I couldn't stop. :( I ran to the bathroom to calm down myself. The sister who sat beside me handed me a bookmark during the sermon and it says "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" (Philipians 4:13) and she wrote 耶和华靠近伤心的人.. (诗34:18). It really touched my heart and I felt the warmth which made my tears dropping non-stop again. Also, I've asked her if she has tissues. She went and grabbed me whole bunch of tissues which made me smiled. :') Thank you. ♥ In the afternoon, I bought my parents and my uncle auntie to city. They wanted to take the train -_- I was seriously not in the mood but I have to tag along.. D: Mum and dad obviously knew something is wrong. They kept quiet. lol. But I will tell them after my exam. I don't want them to worry about me. Talking to my sister and brother actually made me broke down again.. :'( I miss them a lot.. They are worried about me.. They gave me good advices and good comfort. I love them ♥ When I was down.. and alone at home. I came across Hillsongs which one of them really made me cried out loud and in the end calmed my heart. ♥ And also this song which resembles my heart to him I've actually talked to him. I told him how I feel. I don't want him to worry about me. I can't believe I can talk to him this calmly and I know I have to do this. YES you are selfish! But I don't blame you and I can't find a reason to hate you. Because I know you so I understand why did you have to do this. :') You decided to live ur life, to fulfill ur dreams and so u gave up on me. I can't be by ur side but I can help you achieve it by leaving you ♥ We broke up.Written at Saturday, June 4, 2011 | back to top yeah just like what my title said..... we broke up. He said he need a break. He said he wants to be single. He said he wants to focus on his job. He said he doesn't want to lie to me. He said he doesn't love me anymore..... I understand he's having a hard time on his job.. But.. I can't believe that he said he doesn't love me anymore.. My heart is shattered in pieces. How can he put down everything that we have been through? I still love him.. I really do.. :'( </3 random post from FacebookWritten at | back to top ２０岁，是一个男生什么都没有的时候，给不了女生任何。但２０岁，是一个女生青春最灿烂的时候，她却选择跟了你。 ２０ 岁，一个男生最低潮的时候，现实说，没有房，没有车，没有事业，没有钱……内涵点说，没有责任心，不够成熟，没学会包容……有的最多也只是一张帅气点儿年 轻的脸．但他们却容易凭借着自己的年轻去贪心，花心，伤害……做一些冲动的事，自认为很勇敢的却从不去想结果的事． ２０岁，一个女生最青春的时候，而且是青春很干净又最灿烂的时候，她拥有着最真诚的心，很单纯的只想好好对一个人． 男 人随着年龄的增长会越来越有魅力，而女人随着年龄的增长，会越来越暗淡．她的暗淡不是因为内在，阅历只会让人成熟而更有魅力。是她的容颜．青春是永远败给 时间的．不论曾经有多少人爱慕你年轻时的容颜，随着时间，这些人早已烟消云散，不再陪在你的身边，过客……而女人却容易傻的为一个无情的男人耗尽她的一 生． 而一生有多长？长的都可怕。 不必虚伪，任何一个男人都只喜欢年轻的女子，喜欢她们的青春……而青春可以保留多久？ 没错，这个社会是肮脏的，所以让生活在里面的男人和女人慢慢的沦陷，沉迷……变成自私不负责任的男人，虚荣现实的女人．而原来的真诚已经被磨的早已不见踪影．直到在和别人谈真诚时，别人会说：”真诚？真诚值几个钱？而谁又没真诚过啊？” 所以，２０岁，这个让人心动的年龄，女生和一个２０岁的男生在一起为的是什么？ 你什么都没有，她选择跟了你，只是因为她诚实的面对自己那颗真诚的心－喜欢着你，想和你一起，对你好．不想想任何，那样纯粹 所以，男孩请珍惜20岁时陪在你身边的女孩。因为，她是用自己人生最美好的时光去爱你的。二十岁的爱是最纯洁的爱，这种毫不计较为对方付出的爱，是没有精力再来第二次的…… 就像那一组对话： 他説：“伱会找到一個比我更好的人。” 她微笑着説：“但我不会再对人这麽好了。” "I don't want to drag your times"?Written at Friday, June 3, 2011 | back to top What is the meaning of "I don't want to drag your times" ? I don't want to wait until Sunday... I'll go crazyy!!!!!!!!! :'(((((((( Is everything going to end this Sunday?????? Please don't do this to me. </3 I feel like I'm going to break.Written at | back to top I feel like I'm going to break. Things are just not going right. I hate it. My next placement location for next semester has just opened for me to choose my preferences. I was happy that I can choose already. But then, I realized my friends can't. This might mean that I'm not in the same group rotation with them. Because if I'm going to placement then I don't have to go to class for the 2 weeks. I don't want go to class alone..... :'( please...... We finally have few minutes to talk. You told me you need time, you have many things to think about. I know that and I understand. But then, why is it so hard for you to just do a simple thing for me like listening to me and response to my questions. I don't think you care anymore. Can you please give me few minutes or even few seconds? :'( I'm disappointed. Please God help me and guide my way :'( - Headache again. not happy.Written at Thursday, June 2, 2011 | back to top I have no idea what can I say anymore. I discussed something with you but you didn't response. Just busy doing your stuffs. Do what you want. Want to talk then talk, want to sleep then go sleep. You seems like you don't care at all I'm not sure what happened here. I'm just not happy. I feel like everything is hard right now. I'm tired. I'm stressed. Today is really not my day. :'( random nightWritten at | back to top Today I finally have SOME mood to study.. but until evening.. I was told that I was studying the WRONG CHAPTERS!!!! OHHHH NOOOOOO!!! :( Wasted my time there.. even slept late last night.. sigh!! I hope that this exam can come quickly and go! :( Another thing is.. I miss my boyfriend. He's been busy working full time. I know he's having quite a hard time there. I miss him a lot. We don't have much to talk these days. :( I don't know how long will this situation last cause I know there's nothing I can do about it. Plus I'm worried about him. I hope he does not overdo it. :( Okay now.. Gonna resume my studies again. Goodnight growing up?Written at | back to top My firefox is seriously driving me crazy! I can't close the window which lead me to end it using task manager! Troublesome! -.- I seriously think that my laptop is dying. The sound thing is really annoying. Whenever I plugged the microphone in and out and I played a song or a movie (whatever which has sounds) would make the wrong software crash! D: Gosh! Then my friend told me to ask my dad to buy new one for me. I was thinking.. why bother to buy a new one cause this laptop is not as bad to throw it away and also nowadays, my laptop is not really that important thing anymore. I don't Facebook much anymore too. lol I don't mind to use this as long as it still works for downloading, normal video watching and normal web surfs. And then, I thought back, I found myself childish for craving and changing my things over and over again because I'm so wanna get a new one. My friend just came to talk to me not long ago. She's crying and seeking for help. It's about an argument between her and another best friend of mine, and she's stressing out. I talked to her, calmed her down. When I thought back.. I learned that I was like my friend when I first came here. I feel lonely, sad and I'm afraid that I would lose my friends from hometown. I will definitely feel very very sad if I can't meet them cause I miss them so much. But now, I would look forward to meet and hang around with them again. Because I know, I won't lose them. I know that I'm in their heart. and they are in my heart. They are friends that are irreplaceable. I thank God that I have them. ;) ♥ I am looking forward of meeting my beloved friends again because distance can't drift us apart :) ♥ |
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