Today is the first day after we broke up and it's SUNDAY. So it was hard for me because I have to go to church and I didn't want people to ask this and that or showing people my "dead" face.

I was sitting beside a sister and at first I was not happy because she was like "Are you ok?" hmm.. I hate people asking that because obviously I'm not alright. I'm seriously saying myself because sometimes I asked that too :( 

When the pastor was leading us to sing a song before the sermon. The song touched my heart and I cried non-stop! It says

"Does Jesus care when my heart is pained.

Too deeply for mirth and song;

As the burdens press, and the cares distress,

And the way grows weary and long?

Oh yes, He cares. I know He cares!

His heart is touched with my grief

When the days are weary,

the long nights dreary,

I know my Savior cares."

I was so embarrassed but I couldn't stop. :( I ran to the bathroom to calm down myself. 

The sister who sat beside me handed me a bookmark during the sermon and it says "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" (Philipians 4:13) and she wrote 耶和华靠近伤心的人.. (诗34:18). It really touched my heart and I felt the warmth which made my tears dropping non-stop again. Also, I've asked her if she has tissues. She went and grabbed me whole bunch of tissues which made me smiled. :') Thank you. ♥