STRESS

starting to feel a lot more stress..
every exam included in the final result..
that would decide my future..
who i wanna be..
what i wanna do..
Semester exam coming soon..
today i just took the timetable for the semester..
and i just need to attend for 2 days exam.. lol
but 1 day.. 2 subj.. hmmmm.. okok lah..
starting to worry about my studies.. about my future..

Psychology.. a lot better then the time whn i just started..
many definition and theories need to memorize.. = =
but as i done the assignments.. i know some of them lol..
But i need to put more effort.. since it's new thing for me..
and.. many difficult new words for me = =||||

Chemistry.. from the start i love it..
but after we changed classes.. since i sit at the back of the class..
i started to find out that Owen, my lecturer is so boring = =
that makes my willing to learn dropped from 95% to 40% lol..
i think i should be more concentrate.. and start to learn everything myself
well.. i'll try my best to > <|||

Applicable Maths.. i always concentrate when lecturer teaching..
because Ben, my lecturer.. teach TOO FAST = =
but sometimes also very boring~
2hours class.. he talk whn the class begin till over~ lol
i always forgets the some of the formulas..
is like.. after he start new one agn.. i can hardly remember the previous LOL
today we having EPW exam.. it sucks.. for me.. = =
when i turn over the exam paper.. i was like.. APA NI!?
i completely forgot what i learn.. but i still manage to do them
but i know i made a lot of mistakes lol..
haih.. sien...

Computer Science.. quite confident in the using-computer topics
i started this subj a few weeks later then the others..
but i manage to catch up.. PHEW! =)
but those.. need to memorize like ''HARDWARE AND SOFTWARE''
I HATE THEM!! ARGH! > <||| SO FREAKING COMPLICATED = =
i was doing quite well in this subj..
but for exam last time for hardware and software..
the result was.. "..."~ not fail.. but not what i expected..

the last.. ENGLISH.. if i'm now in msia.. i think it's not hard for me..
but i'm worrying about this subject.. As taking english as my 2nd language..
i dont attend the same english classes as international students..
and luckily i dont have to study those history and cultures of Aboriginals LOL
my class was a lot more fun.. even our assessment topic oso quite interesting
We watched movies~ discuss interesting stuff~
and we also looked at the cultures between aus and japan~
which interests me a lot.. hehe~ and we had fun too..
but.. still.. STRESS = =||| for someone who was not really good in english
many people said that i'm good in talking for the first time being here
but i'll tell u i's hard > < LOL~
my EALD exam.. we had to attend oral exam~ i was like.. OH CRAP!
it's not presentation.. like ELACS..
it's like having conversation with the examiner..
and she will ask about the issue and blablabla~
and before that we just have 10mins to prepare it LIVE.. = =
i'm not confident in these stuff..
i used to speak english in msia with non-chinese friends..
but our slang.. our grammar.. the campur english..~
I CAN NEVER SPEAK THAT HERE!!! = =||||||
but since i came here.. i know i could speak more naturally..
and that's good~ hehe =)

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ok what happened today? hmm...
oh yea.. Richard hugged me again today > <|||
that Conroy jealous and asked for it but i denied MUHAHAHA LOL XD
that time.. we were outside the computer lab..
and then it's lunch break~ so everyone coming out from classes..
and i saw the HK guy(4got his name) looked at me whn richard hugged me
hahahha~ that's weird = = but it's normal for angmohs lol xD
hmm.. and in the cafeteria.. woah~ Jonathan keep his promise!
that he cooked for us~ LOL~~ quite nice lah the marinated chicken xD

and this week is the last week of autumm..
WINTER IS COMING!!! lol.. but i'm not looking forward to it
now it's already that cold.. aiks = =
had to buy new winter clothes and boots! YEAH! =P

i miss my auntie uncle~
i miss my sistax~
i miss my brothers and sisters from church
i miss my church teachers
i miss my school friends~
i miss my miri house
i miss my big family
i miss miri food
i miss miri..

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