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Jealousy =/

Written at Monday, January 5, 2009 | back to top

什么叫做羡慕?什么叫做妒忌?
这两个词一直浮现在生活..
羡慕..或许是好也或许是坏..
可对我来说..好像也不是什么好事..
妒忌..是在羡慕到极限就产生..
妒忌..只会伤害那个人..
得不到..想不到..感觉不到..
受伤的只是你自己..

我只能够默默在一旁..
我也不知道要讲什么..
或许是羡慕..或许也是妒忌..
心已经麻痹..心已经不期望不渴望..
但有些时候真的难受到不行..

好久没有流泪了~~

爽!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =/

Jealousy kills you,

With every ache.

You keep your mouth shut,

Your smile is fake.

You say it's okay,

When really it's not.

It makes you sick,

But it's these thoughts you fought.

You feel the heat in your shoulders,

your hands start to shake,

You keep to yourself,

as you silently wait.

You deal with the pain,

with each word you write,

Thinking nice thoughts,

To help your mind fight.

Your stomach is turns,

You feel you should die,

But you breathe a breath in,

and you try not to cry.

It's really not bad,

this lie that you made,

To help you fight through,

As the feeling will fade.

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Jan 30, 1992
Perth, Australia
from Malaysia
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